Slevinの小丑训练班

第三周了,一切假象均以卸下.没有了最初的美好.可我还是要挺住.我变得很宽容,很伟大,很谦虚,很没有原则.可都是为了自己.还好上午的时候可以听听自己想听的歌.还好每天能坐直达不需要换乘的公车到这里.还好我们一起只有三个人.还好我的压力都是来自自己的...
最近实在是很疲惫.那天颖姐说我越来越粉嫩,赞我半天.我这个汗啊.熊小姐也每次都会说我显很小.没脾气了.最近忙的不知道在忙什么.累的不知道为什么累.还好最近有张震岳,Kanye West,Daft Punk陪着我发疯.还有刚刚接触的Blue eyes soul.我承认我是看他们的名字很像Black eyed peas才去的.为何会很少写东西呢.我连一部电影现在都要看三四个晚上.每天书包里装着两本书却很少可以专心的翻看.越发强烈的感觉Time的可怕.我承认我迟到了很久.但我现在很努力希望可以赶上.希望可以赶上!...
最后牢骚几句:
不快乐是因为想快乐.
疲惫是因为在追逐着轻松.
没有笑容是因为很想笑.
你知道我在说什么吗?你能告诉我为什么是这样的么?
我的伯乐在哪里?我的天地在哪里?
我的幸福在哪里?
Where iz the luv?
U really can't tell me nothng! Dude.
Peace.

2007.06.02 周六 买到魔方了,打算研究一下.
2007.06.03 周日 抱歉,电话!
2007.06.04 周一 谢谢你的泪
2007.06.05 周二 热的天 罗格雪糕与天津地铁 10元的意外之财.And魔方说明书.
2007.XX.XX 周X I wish...

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MCR 最新的MV~也是<<The Black Parade>>中的一首.
节奏感听上去很想让我齐步走.想起大学军训的时光.其实他们的专辑也出了很久了.MV才刚出.
拍的还是很赞的.主唱挺无敌的.喜欢这样的感觉.

补上歌词:
They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

发现自己原来只有睡觉前和上厕所的时候才会有心情踏踏实实的看会书了...很久很久了.手上翻着的是你拿给我的这本最后一期的<<扭秧歌>>.其实这本书之前还是关注过一次的.和你昨天也讲了.报刊亭里看到这本书的时候是那期你说最差的那期.我冲着封面找老板要过来翻看了一下里面不知所云.为啥我第一次拿到的这本却是最烂的一本呢?!以至于我错过了翻看这些做的很好的几期的机会.以后都借给我看看吧.我也挺喜欢这个的.不单是外表的设计了.里面的内容也很好.有些期.伊图给你那本也不错.改天也借我看看吧.颓废青春这个主题用了很大的篇幅写了很多和我们差不多年纪的年轻人的自白.更准确的说是和我差不多年纪的.呵呵.看这些的时候自己心里很平静.瞎逛到你的门口地界.背景音乐是什么?回来给我介绍介绍吧.
今天海报应该就可以出来了.晚上大家讨论下再

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My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard From pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's Where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

什么都不想说.就这样.别猜.省省吧

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Lyric:
[Chorus - Will.i.am and Martin Luther King]
(I am happy...I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day) That one day
(That One Day) I'ma look deep within myself
(I Have a Dream) I gotta find a way...
My Dream Is To Be Free
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be Free

[Verse 1]
In search of brighter days, I ride through the maze of the madness,
Struggle is my address, Where pain and crack lives,
Gunshots comin' From sounds of Blackness,
Given this game with no time to practice,
Born on the Black list, told I'm below average,
A life with no cabbage,
That's no money if you From Where I'm from,
Funny, I just want some of your sun
Dark clouds seem to follow me,
Alcohol that my pops swallowed bottled me,
No apology, I walk with a boulder on my shoulder,
[I Have A Dream lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

It's a Cold War - I'm a colder soldier,
Hold the same fight that made Martin Luther the King,
I ain't usin' it for the right thing,
In between Lean and the fiens, hustle and the schemes,
I put together pieces of a Dream
I still have one

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
The world's seen me lookin' in the mirror,
Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self, I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm From a side Where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it From a gangsta to a godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age, flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"

[Chorus]

凌晨2点50分,穿上鞋子,把Nell的歌放在手机里,挂上耳机出门走在没人的和平路上.这样的夜还好有音乐和香烟陪伴.天上下着很小很小的雨.几乎可以忽略不计.反复听着这曲Good night.希望在我身边经过,路过,擦肩而过.来了的走了的人们今晚可以有个好梦.那天清理了下豆瓣里的友邻.其实没什么别的意思.太多看着太碍眼了.这条路上.来来往往很多人.有人驻足徘徊,有人匆忙离开.有人恋恋不舍,有人只顾向前.有多少人会留恋街边的景色.有多少人为一棵树,一朵花而开心的笑.我们的生活太浮躁.于是音乐的旋律也随着变得刮噪起来.天气比起我小时候也越来越恶劣了.没什么规律可言.沉闷的空气中,每个人带着面具用粉色纸片来体现自己的价值 又或者为它不停的奔忙着.血的颜色越来越暗淡.本该是最简单的微笑和寒暄成了人们最麻木的客套.生活在这样的世界里,我想我们需要的不仅是物质那样简单.可每个人都追求精神.却都没什么精神.今天心情如此灿烂,明天也许就雷霆暴雨.从容和顺其自然成了我听的最多的劝慰.却没有几个人可以真正做到.承诺,勇气,爱成了最虚无最空洞的字眼.两个熟知的老友偶遇很有可能还不如两个陌生人相遇来的轻松自在.假的都是真的.真的又都是假的.年轻人们各个都挥霍着自己的青春.挥霍这个字眼是让他们多么热血沸腾啊.折腾倒成了我们生活的主要节奏.盲着忙.茫着忙.
仅仅是五月底.天气已经如此闷热.特别是在深夜里.也许是雨的缘故吧.我喜欢沸腾的血液在全身释放的感觉.却十分讨厌被动被加热.有点无奈,有点失控.有点不知所措.很多常在网上漂浮的游魂们大多都是不看电视的.连球赛或者热门电视剧也大多选择用在线的方式解决.其实这群人还是占很小很小的比例的.不然那些泛滥横行的垃圾选秀节目,骗取观众眼泪和同情的谈话类节目收视率是不可能拉到这么多大企业去扔钱投广告的.媒体操纵着无知人们的心.左右着很多人本就单纯的大脑.就像催眠师不停的晃着他手里的怀表和你一遍遍重复着咒语.于是我们没了主张,没了自我.没了很多选择.先入为主的道理处处可见.一些聪明又有能力的人们创造着很多概念.成功的就被大众接受,然后变成真理.标准.但还是存在非少数的"异类"人群,努力的维持自己的个性和人生准则的.的确不是人家那样我们都会那样.不过现状已然很可怕了.世界发展的越来越现代化,便利,快捷.全面.先进.却也越来越奇怪了.和平年代里其实处处还都是充满战争的.只是都是没有硝烟的战争.处处都充满了战胜时代人与人之间心灵间的头脑间的搏斗.我这样不喜热闹的人也只好无奈的擦亮自己的那把手莫道不消魂枪.上好子佳节又重阳弹.时刻准备着和敌人们做生死决斗.